Nothing was the same

More nostalgia. Like you’re making new friends and having new experiences, but somehow it is incomparable to that month of May. I’m torn between the past and future, between home and what’s out there, between the familiarity of being alone and the promise of partnership. At least I have my memories and shoulder shimmies which remind me of great mentors, great friends, and my own greatness.

The video is pretty cute and usually I hate music videos. Bruhhhhhhh I’m so happy Camila Cabello doing her own thing.


For drowning in sadness

I’m sad and I want to stay sad right now, but this song is going to hold my heart while I deal with this misery. Driving home after a ten hour shift, wondering who the fuck I am now type of music.